This may sound strange, but I’m so happy to be done with 2014!
2014 was a HARD year for me, emotionally & mentally mostly. A roller coaster really. There were some highs, but the lows seemed to stand strong. I made mistakes last year, I dealt with lost relationships, I dealt with fear. I dealt with anger, I dealt with depression. It stunk. I’m thankful for the highs when they were there.
I’m not saying those things will wash away with a new year… But it does help in the hope department for me.
I regret that I didn’t give my problems to God last year. I did at the end, but I didn’t at the very beginning. And I should have. Last year wasn’t like any other year that I’ve lived, it had its own difficulties. Different obstacles. If it were a real obstacle course, I’m pretty sure I would have failed miserably. But thank you God, it was not.
For 2015, its the year of the open door. Its also jubilee. And I’m so so hopeful. I want to accomplish so much. But stay super healthy in my heart, head & emotions.
I have made it my goal to write down my dreams and desires.
Habakkuk 2:2 says:
Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets.
I have a few things festering in my spirit for this new season of my life. I’ll share a few with you, and hopefully give you inspiration too.
•Focus on my relationship with God.
•Work on my relationships.
•Focus on my businesses.
•Utilize my time properly
•Make a difference.
•Take OOTD’s more often to share with SBR readers
•Grow my businesses
• Take time to hang out with friends
I think I was for lacking in all of these departments. I cannot tell you how excited I am for a new beginning! I feel it in my bones that this year will be a great year! No more meditating on all of negative things that 2014 left me with. If I keep dwelling on woulda, shoulda, coulda, I’ll miss ALL that God has for me. I don’t want to do that! I want to put all of energy/focus on all the things the Lord has placed on my heart to do, and all the desires I have yet to see fulfilled in my lifetime! So I’m ready to kick butt! Who’s with me?!
Its going to be a happy 2015! Cheers!